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Drowning in a sea of memories; no line of hope to fish me out. That seems like a nice thing... Nothing much to say. Don't even know why I got this.

OK, above was my biography when I got this. Now (the Ides of May) I can say:
The death of the rose was the source of all my pain. But now that it is dead, there are no tears shed.

Every so often I add something to this bio. July 05, 2004. Ever heard of the phoenix? Yes, exactly! Otherwise, fewer old friends, more new friends, all the better. Change is not good, absolutely destructive to society and science. Yet, change relieves boredom and false theories.

It's December 27, 2004... it's been a year and six days since I've had this livejournal, and at times, I feel like I've made no progress in life. Today was a day of un/event... I learned that one must be patient, that one knows his friends when it's time to sneak out at 2:30AM, and that one shouldn't worry, when I love, I love unconditionally. But remember, now is not a time to rejoice or to love... albeit it may seem otherwise, it's not the best time of year. It is an irony that anything can be considered an advance... even a rejection, and yet, I have not advanced.

Tax Day, isn't it? April 15, 2005, and yet I feel it's one of those days again. There is much conflict and drama within the Group of Guys, although it's all hidden and not open. Too bad I can't share all of it with any one person. My feelings are changing.. I would like to say evolving, but I think I'm just maturing. I went from emotionless and ignorant to emo and high analytical to what I am now. Still forming, and thank you Dr. Osborne. Your praise is forever solidified in my never-to-be-deleted info. Now.. I hope I use the right emotions and act mature. My weird dream... where we held each other... was sweet... but not romantic... that was... ideal perhaps. We shall love. But yeah, A LOT always happens between my info-entries.

Today is the 13th of October, 2005. In the time that I last updated my profile, lots of happened. I went from talking to some friends to losing them and regaining them, to learning to let go of some things and to cherish what's important, to lessen the times I'm angry or emo, and basically yeah. I'm in college now and it's pretty lovely, though it could always be better. I've found myself another outlet for emotions, though I ain't tellin' you. There are more people that I hold close to my heart as a result of opening my eyes, but overall perspectives are the exact same as they were since I got this livejournal. I find it funny, humorous, and probably the cause of a shorter death. On another note, please don't say I don't love, cuz I love more than you think. Tata until later.

Okay, it's May 18, 2007. It's a long ass time after the last time I added a paragraph in here. I've decided to stop or else there would be way too much crap in here. Basically, I'm in college and simply trying to get by with a decent GPA and as much fun as possible. Two paragraphs above I wrote about holding someone sweetly. I wasn't talking about Dr. Osborne, btw. I don't think I made that clear but I was talking about this one girl. Arg! Whatever. I shouldn't write these mini-updates while mad.

June 19, 2007. Hardly a month after my last final mini-update. So far, Summer 2007 has been sucking.

May 28, 2008, and yes, last summer was rather unpleasant. This summer I'm expecting less but I'm going to do more. Six weeks of intense reading and writing, three weeks of spiritual growth, and then more weeks of vacationing and MCAT studying, I think. This summer WILL be good. I've learned A LOT about myself since last writing here.









~::Concerts::~


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